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Thursday, December 8th, 2005
11:05 pm
im back!!!!
so yeah...apparently i went through a homo period where i stopped writing in this thing.... so im back...and i promise promise promise!!!! so heres whats been going on in my life so to speak.... im in school at glendale community college...and doing horrible. im failing classes but hopefully next semester will be a whole lot better. i finally picked my major so i guess thats a plus. im going to get my degree in early childhood education and i cant wait to get started! im taking four classes next semester.... math, english, communication, and child developement!!! im more motivated for this next semester then i was for the current so im going to have to buckle down and study hard... i cant slack off my entire life otherwise il turn 4 year degree into a 20...trust me....i would! hah so other then school i work all the time! i work at discover card and i pretty much hate my job. i call people all day l;ong and listen to them bitch and moan and groan...but it pays me 10.50 an hour plus incentive so i guess i cant complain that much... so this is what my life pretty much consists of right now.... work...and school. no special someone right now. i got way too wrapped into the last one. obviously as u can tell if u read all my old journals.a boyfriend pretty much ruled my l;ife and got me down all the time..either that or made me soo happy. so im venturing off on my own in the single world for a while... and i dont really mind it all too much. yeah sure...sometimes i miss having someone to cuddle up with...but im happier just being me and i gues sthats all i need right now. I do still talk to guys and if the right one decides to come along then great he does. im just going to be more cautious about it this time around. i am talking to a few good guys so we will se how it goes!!! im sitting at GCC right now with nick...yeah the same one from all the other journal entires...the ex b!!! but u know we have moved on from all that and are surprisingly good friends so i dont mind it all1!! yep things are good right now. i guess i couldnt really ask for much more. i love you bitches and i hope you enjoy this lil piece of me and me sayin im back losers!!!
<3 ya all, MISS LOWEE

Current Mood: content
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
12:47 pm
wow
so i havnt written in this for a long time so i pry should fill yall in. Im single...yep...been single since the begining of april. i graduated highschool....i guess thats big....and now im bored. i guess thats why im back on this thing! lol luv ya MISS LOWEE

Current Mood: bouncy
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
1:59 pm
LOWEE WHO AM ????
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Laurie Bullock
Birthday: march 31st 1987
Birthplace: phoenix, Az
Current Location: Peoria, AZ
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: dirty blondish
Height: 5'7ish
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: german,russian, irish,scottish,dutch.... yep.... im a mut
The Shoes You Wore Today: scooby doo slippers
Your Weakness: falling for that one special guy.... my guy : )
Your Fears: the dark, spiders,snakes, and being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: peperoni,black olives,mushrooms,and bacon....yummm
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: be true to myself
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol- haha even when im not literally laughing out loud!
Thoughts First Waking Up: time to go back to sleep
Your Best Physical Feature: definetly my ears...lol j/k idn... i guess my nose... a lot of people arent satisfied with noses for some odd reason... mines a keeper
Your Bedtime: whenever my face hits the pillow
Your Most Missed Memory: spending time with my mommy
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi all the way
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: twist
Cappuccino or Coffee: both
Do you Smoke: quit
Do you Swear: more than i should
Do you Sing: in the car and the shower
Do you Shower Daily: nope im on the monthly plan....yuck.. yes yes yes showering is good
Have you Been in Love: Yessiry bob...hmmm I believe I am now : )
Do you want to go to College: yepperz
Do you want to get Married: absolutly
Do you belive in yourself: yeah... if i dont, who will?
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: not at all
Are you a Health Freak: negative
Do you get along with your Parents: not really
Do you like Thunderstorms: no they scare me
Do you play an Instrument: nope,musically challenged
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nope
In the past month have you Smoked: ehhhh yes but i shouldnt have... shhhh
In the past month have you been on Drugs: heck no!!!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: only to my babys house... :)
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not the whole box...lol but i ate a couple
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yuck no way
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yes.... i mean no....hahaha
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yeah... but its better than doing something and being called a slut
Ever been Beaten up: no... im a tough biatch... u cant hurt me
Ever Shoplifted: i stole a candy when i was 5 cuz my brother told me it was free... then i cried later when i found out i stole it
How do you want to Die: peaceful... surrounded by loved ones
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: everything!!!! Im so undecided... theres so much i wanna do
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland or Australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown... hazel...depends
Favourite Hair Color: brown/black... love guys with dark hair
Short or Long Hair: anything but long hair.... no pony tails..hahaha
Height: taller than me
Weight: ehh....thats a toughy
Best Clothing Style: a guy with his own style... dresses how he pleases but looks nice
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: too many to count
Number of Piercings: only two... yup thts it till i turn 18 in o... 18 days
Number of Tattoos: none... yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i never learned to count that high
Thursday, March 10th, 2005
10:10 pm
children children.....
So I really hate people who cant get over themselves....A certain someone thinks that im so childish but hmmm im not the one going around accusing people for everything that goes wrong with my life am i???? so this is what i did this weekend everyone... fri- worked...all nite and closed then went home and went to sleep, sat- went to work and closed then hung out at nicks house and then came home around 2ish and went to bed, sun- went to work then came home and went to bed..... wow heyt guys did that sound anything like egging someones car? no.... oh thats right cuz i have super human powers and went two places at the same time!!! OMG i have to get a cookie or something for that one! wow people really need to grow up and deal with there issues... gee i hope the cops dont come get me for being at WORK all weekend... hahaha and im just soo childish? Its not childish to refer to someone as a "ho" now is it... i dont know thats a really small word for a "mature" sophmore to be using.... wow i cant wait to graduate and get away from such crap. I laugh at the fact that these people cant move on and deal with there issues... sorry all i just thought i should tell u all how "childish" I am hahaha thats funny.... but u know what very very disrespectfull. anyways im gonna go to bed now... goin to get muh wisdome teeth removed tomorrow... im scurred... shakin in my mommas high heals... <3 MISS LOWEE

Current Mood: annoyed
Monday, February 28th, 2005
1:08 pm
why should I care?
I dont know what to do? Nothing is going right ... nothing at all. Why should I care anymore? I dont care about anything right now. Im always gonna hurt. thats my philosophy on life.... IT SUX. Nothing goes right ... im just gonna stop trying

Current Mood: crappy
Monday, February 21st, 2005
1:15 pm
Blahhhh
u know what....screw it

Current Mood: confused
Thursday, February 17th, 2005
12:50 pm
Got milk?
DOntcha just hate it when your eating cookies and like totally stuffing your face and you open the fridge and SHIT!!! No milk!!!!! And so you try drinking water and it doesnt help...why is it that theres never milk when u need it!!! just like when your makin some mac n cheese and you already cooked the noodles and then again...BAM no milk... i think im thinking far to into this needing milk thing.... anyways if anyone reads this....im stupid!!!Lol <3 ya MISS LOWEE

Current Mood: nerdy
Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
4:53 pm
whats been up....
So, its kinda obvious that things havnt been perfect between me and Nick lately... but we are starting to get things sorted out I think. We had a little break up a while back which lasted for five days and we kinda decided to keep that we are back together on the dl for a while... of course all of my friends know and his best friend josh knows... but thats it. It's kinda difficult cuz sometimes when hes with ppl who dont know it, we cant exactly talk.... and one of the main problems is a lot of his friends... see they dont like me. But you know what, its okay because i dont like them either. They were so quick to judge me without even knowing me. Its been kinda hard being with him cuz of that shit. I had to put up with them talking shit about me all the time to get him to think bad about me... now that they dont know we are together i guess i wont have to worry about it... but it still makes me nervous when he hangs out with them... but we actually talked about stuff last night and I feel a lot better now. I just cant wait until school is over and done with. I am so over all of the little high school drama... I just cant wait to graduate and be able to be with nick with out dealing with other people bulshit... but you know what at least his very best friend likes me... we are tight!! But anyways.... I really like this Nick boy and its scary. Its one of those things where you feel like you cant control how you feel... so i have no choice but to go with the flow. I love that I can be myself with him tho. That and I love everything about this kid! I kinda miss him tho... he has to work all the time. Mon-fri,3-8 and some saturdays... it sux cuz he only has weekends off and thats normally when i work. Oh well... I get to see him tomarrow and then hopefully this weekend after i get off work one night!!! Is it just me, or do i always end up talking about my cute lil boyfriend on this thing?lol okay im gonna go get ready for work! I love you all <3 MISS LOWEE

Current Mood: silly
Monday, February 14th, 2005
7:41 am
MY <3!!!!!
Happy Valentines day everyone!!!!! Don't worry... I got lotsa love to go around.... so WATCH OUT!!! haha that means you JAUNNA/HEATHER/DIANA and especially those three hot bitches lol.... HAPPPY V-DAY NICK!!!!

Current Mood: loved
Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
2:32 pm
hello there
Hey, so today I have to go to work, after a bunch of people quit last night... there is gonna be like four of us working... I have had a bad day... but you know what I feel a lil better now. I just talked to Nick for like an hour and a half and just talking to him made me feel better. We also finally got to spend time together yesterday. It was such a good day. We hung out for like a half hour before he went to work, and then for a couple hours after he got off... it was really nice. I missed him lots cuz i had been in cali for four days and we hadnt hung out with eachother for like a week before that... but we should be able to see eachother this weekend and for a lil bit and on valentines day befor he goes to work. I have the cutest thing planned for valentines day. I cant wait. Im crazy about this boy. Oh and Im sorry for everyone who has to listen to me talking about him 24/7, but this guy is 4 keeps lol : )... ok well... im gonna go do some shitty topics homework before I go to work... I love you all!!!! <3 ya MISS LOWEE

Current Mood: BOOO!!! did I scare ya?
Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
2:30 pm
ahhhhh friggen AAAAA!!!!! so mad

Current Mood: bitchy
1:09 pm
MICKEY MOUSE BEOTCH!
WOOT, Im goin to Disneyland tomarrow... Not coming back until Sunday. I have been a lil down lately, so hopefully the happiest place on earth will put me in a better mood. Im watching Jerry Springer right now hahaha these gay guys are funny... they are more feminine than I am. So, anyways... I have been thinking a lot lately, about everything... I dont know really where I stand with somethings. Like me and Nick are together and stuff... but somethings different there... hes still a great guy and all and I really care about him but I feel kinda depressed about him lately... I dont know wat it is.. ok gotta go
LUV YA <3 MISS LOWEE
Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
4:25 pm
sexy ears....rarrr
What Makes You Sexy?
by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part IsYour Ears
Special Talents AreLooking Innocent
Quiz created with MemeGen!
Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
6:40 pm
So happyfull!lol
Hey,
Wow have I been such a downer lately! shame on me. haha well, things are doing sooooo much better now. I almost lost something really important....my undies lol... no but pretty close! Have you seen my marbles lol.... <----not those kinda marbles you sick freak... i know what u were thinking... i dont own those.. haha.. hey NICKOWISS can i borrow s...haha not gna finish that lol im a tard...ahh ne ways...i took a really long nap today! ahh it was great.. i know you all wish you coulda napped with me... cuz oh thats hot!!!
<3 ya MISS LOWEE

Current Mood: chipper
Thursday, January 20th, 2005
1:23 pm
hey hey
Hey .... so i dunno really wat to say... im doin a lil better but still kinda shitty.... i was guna actually tell yall something this time... but i dunno if i really wanna mention a few things... i love you all... <3 MISS LOWEE
Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
1:16 pm
i bumped my head
OUCH!!!!!!!! IT hurt a little so yeah...lots goin on rite now....but its ok im a gangsta i can handle anything..if it dont kill ya ehhh blah who cares.... ok so im gonna take off luv ya ~ MISS LOWEE
Sunday, January 16th, 2005
8:18 am
dnt know wat to do
Feeling so hurt right now... I dont even know wat to do rite now...cant even express it.... this sux worse than ever

Current Mood: crushed
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
8:57 am

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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
5:45 pm
if only....
If only you knew how much I need you.... y are you not in my life? For once I just wish my mom was arround...Partly because I want to tell her I hate that fact that she cant be a mother to me, and partly because I really need her. I dont know anymore... this year I'll be 18 and will no longer be forced to visit her in the summer... now its all on me wether I see her or not... o wat to do... I guess on MAy 19th it'l either make or break the lil of what me and my mom actually have. If she sees me graduate, if shes there for me for once in my life... then maybe i will consider allowing her a place in my life... i feel bad cuz i do love her... but if she continues to not be there for me.... then i think i should just shut her out... she needs help....this sux....why cant i stop thinking about this shit... i wanna b 18... i wanna get out.... gone... <3 MISS LOWEE

Current Mood: confused
Monday, January 10th, 2005
12:51 pm
better
I tought of you today and smiled! : )just wanted to throw that out there!hmm so wat to say? so much on my mind.... Ya know sometimes I wish that I could change a few things about myself. I feel so good rite now and someday i wanted to be a good enough of a person to deserve to feel this way.... i dunno this whole day to day life thing is tricky. you never know whats gonna smack you in the face next... im learning to not predict whats gna happen next so much...just gotta take things as they come... we'll c! LOVE YA <3 MISS LOWEE

Current Mood: content
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